kooka-burra's Diaryland Diary
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I havent put up an entry in what a week?
i am not likeing my life that much right now.
I don't want to be whiney, but it's the truth.
Highschool ; if this is as good as it's going to get then fuck it.
I'm done NOW!
I really wan to find somebody to talk to. i don't feel like i can really talk to anybody.
I think I know what the problem is but I dont' want to admit it.
i need to do something that i really want to do. it's like I'm not moving. i go to school, come home do work. burry myself in TV. repeat.
I don't know Tv is a strange thing for me. I watch it and suddenly I am in someone elses world and my problems don't matter. Then again thats only for 5 min.
Fuck I need a good book and some one to keep my mind off things. Of put my mind on something. I feel like a jelly fish. Just floating around this big blue oceans. clinging to things that made me feel comfortible, I can't let go.
I'm not even going to go into harry potter other then it's good.
I am going to go to a club.
I'm not allowed to go to any clubs but I am going to go to Sophies house for a "sleep over" with Aliya and we are all going to go out.
Hopfully, It'll all work out.
4:21 pm - Monday, Nov. 21, 2005
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