kooka-burra's Diaryland Diary
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scream
halloween is coming up!
Sarah and i are dressing up as dead monolopoly type guys.
Tomorrow we are going to Malabars (a dance and theater store) and getting top hats and fake cigars. then dress up in 'grounup' clothes.
Aliya is always talking about this guy in grade 12 that shes practicaly going out with him. As much as I am happy for her. As far as I can tell hes perfect.
cute
funny
smart
knows alot about her religion
is in a band
sings
plays gaitar
easy to talk to
I could go on. I know she doesn't meen to but it makes me sad. Not only does she have this great guy she has three other guys to choose from as well.
The new guy
the weed smoking guy
and ex-boyfriend guy that won't let go
There is only two things goof about this.
One: it meens we are still friends
two: later on when I find a guy and rant and cry and eat chocolate ice cream out of the box. If she dares complain I will scream into the phone...
"you hypocrite! how dare you say that! for two years count' em ONE - TWO! I listened when ever you called. I helped you with every single guy you've dated when I knew you. i spent hours on the phone helping you figure out what to do. And not once did I complain. And now you have the right to complain to me? How dare you, you BITCH!" and then I will slam the phone down before she is able to get in a word.
Beware because as nice as I may come off to some people, I give no pity to the ones who hurt me the most. thankfully no one has betrayed me that way, yet.
i feel sorry for the one that finally breaks out at lest four years of hurt.
thats alot of hurt.
pic of the day
7:12 pm - Thursday, Oct. 27, 2005
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